Saturday, April 7, 2012

An Easter People

Mark 16:1-8a (Click on the link to read).
Bible Gateway parallel passage

The women hear the news of Jesus and run away scared.  The story is left open, and no original ending exists other than that for Mark.  Scribes over the years feeling the incompleteness have added their own endings trying to tidy it up a bit, but that is not how Mark wrote it.  Why?

Mark was reflecting life, on our lives.  We are not tidy; there are no absolutes in our endings, our beginnings nor our middles.  Life is messy and complicated and God speaks to us in it.  Sometimes God scares the crap out of us and sometimes there are just cliff hangers and you have to decide what to do. Mark is inviting you to the cliff hanger.  Now what?  The three people who knew the story run home in silence not to tell the story, but wait …. now you know.  So what do you do?

In our culture we are drawn to either the grossly horrific – reality television, or the fairy tales – those love story movies like Sleepless in Seattle or You’ve Got Mail.  We want assurance that our lives aren’t “as bad as all that”, and we are not as screwed up as we thought.  We also want assurance that there still is a happy ending for someone, and maybe it will be me someday.

In telling our own stories we add or delete things depending on how it makes us sound, or what the point is that we are trying to make.  We try to forget things that happened and gloss up occurrences to remember only the best bits. 

This is what Mark knows.  People have not changed their story telling so dramatically in two thousand years that Mark didn’t recognize those patterns in the stories of his day.  He wants us to pay attention to this story; he wants to leave space in this story for us, each and every single one of us, because this is not the story of Jesus alone, or Mary Magdalene, or Mary the mother of James or Salome.  This is the beginning of our story. 

God meets you in your mess; God meets you where you are.  Sometimes we are like Mary Magdalene, who has just watched your best friend be tortured and killed, to be poked and prodded like a horrific side show attraction.  You have seen him carried into a tomb and struggled to grasp how someone so alive, so vibrant, so full of love and life, someone who has done only good has died.  How could an innocent man who has done nothing to hurt anyone physically – just their pride be killed by a mob.  How helpless and how confused she must have felt when she ran into that angel.

Thirteen years ago today I lost my dad and God gained an angel.  The empty hollow feeling was there, the anger at God; the struggle to grasp your brain around the hole that has been ripped into your being was there. I imagine the three women felt very much like that. 

I imagine we have all felt beyond God’s love, beyond hope, beyond compassion, beyond being touchable by God at some point.  Perhaps you were so angry with your situation that if an angel showed up telling you be not afraid you would punch him and then ask him what kind of idiot he was.  You were hurt and angry and afraid to figure out how to live in a new way and then this angel comes all glowing white to tell you what to feel?  When my dad died an old car got the sore end of a crowbar – I am not sure what I would have done to that angel if he showed up while I was beating up a junker in the junk yard.  On a good day I may have run away in fear and trepidation like Mary Magdalene, Mary the mother of James, and Salome.  On a bad day I probably would have tried to bargain for my dad and then punched him.

But this is the point - Jesus came for us in those moments, in these moments.  Jesus came to show us how to live through the pain, to comfort us and let us know we are not alone in this world, to guide us and challenge us to live up to his standards.  Jesus rose from that tomb to share with us the Holy Spirit so that at any point and time we have direct access to God and knowledge that God is listening, is there and will help us through it if we can just allow him enough space in our life.

The challenge Mark leaves us with is not three silent women walking away from a tomb.  The challenge Mark leaves us with is what are you going to do with the good news?  What are you going to do with the precious and perfect gift of the Holy Spirit?  Are you going to lock it within yourself where it can grow old and moldy and loose its power or are you going to live it?  To act like a resurrected people?  Are you going to choose to look for God and to see the footprints of the Holy Spirit in your lives every day or are you going to stare into a dusty empty tomb and regret what is now not the same?  God is calling us on this resurrection Sunday to live!  To see! To Hear! God is calling us to seek and find and make this our story.  How are you going to do that?  How are you going to be an Easter people?

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